May 2, 2012

My Personal Cat Story

Over the almost 60 years of my life, I have loved various dogs and cats with a healthy respect for their animal nature. My husband and I currently own two cats, Homer and Baby. They are definitely family and even favor their human of choice. When we sit in our recliners, Baby, the older female cat, sits and kneads on Kim, while Homer, our teenaged male, drapes his long body across my lap for a nap. Those two animals show their love, mischief and familial ties to us like children to their parents.

Growing up in Port Neches, TX, I owned mostly dogs and rarely a cat. My dad was opposed to cats explaining that they carried germs. I suppose his experience with cats getting into the trash, leaving chicken remains, soggy vegetable peels and such nastiness strewed across the lawn, was the basis for his cat and germ theory. As a result, my dad kept a bungy cord strapped across the trash can lid to keep all germ carrying varmints out of the garbage. 

Even though Daddy was not a lover of cats, we did manage to have a few take up residence with us. One black and white stray cat came, stayed at least a couple of months with us and was gone one day as suddenly as it came. Another cat, belonging to my oldest brother, came when his landlord wouldn't allow the Siamese cat in the house my brother rented from him. I don't think my dad was pleased the cat had to live with us, but with Mom's encouragement, he was tolerate of the feline. The name of the cat escapes me, but she should have been called "the queen of Sheba" because she acted like we were her servants. The first winter she became "great with kittens" and would make us all laugh as she planted herself in the middle of the living room floor to bath her big belly of babies. The pregnant cat leaned back in the most ungraceful manner to lick her belly and then she'd wobble backwards like a Weeble from the weight of her tummy. All of us, even Daddy, would roll with laughter at the sight. She gave birth to the kittens in the dead of winter. Back then, we actually experienced cold, sometimes freezing, winters down on the coast. "Sheba" lived in what we called, "the little house", a one-room apartment attached to our garage. Mama made sure the little space heater in the bathroom was lit each morning to keep the kittens and their mom warm during the day. That mama cat could be found each morning curled up in the bathroom sink all toasty and warm while her babies were freezing in the little cardboard box-bed we'd fixed for them on the floor. The kittens must have been born too early because Sheba would not feed them. A few of the kittens died right off. Mama brought the last remaining naked kitten into the house wrapped in a towel covered shoebox. With its eyes squeezed shut and almost no life in its tiny body, we attempted to feed it warm milk with an eye dropper. I prayed over that little kitten to live, but there just wasn't enough strength in it to survive.

The next liter of kittens Sheba had came around Christmas when our part dachshund, part mutt dog, Prissy, also gave birth to puppies. The cat and dog had four babies each. The eight canines and felines were hilarious to watch play outside. Although, one skeptical black kitty did not share her siblings' trust in the four furry rowdy puppies and opposed any approach of a puppy. That tiny fur ball of a cat would arch its back as best it could, and push out a teensy hissss at any of the puppies that came near. The other seven playful animal babies did play with each other. One of the kittens even invented a game. A small bush near a low step outside "the little house" caught the curiosity of the kitten. It began to go up on the low porch step, jump to the small bush nearby, and with all the joy of a kid, would ride a limp branch down to the ground. Then, like a little child on a playground slide, the kitty would run back up the step and take the branch ride again. Soon the other three kittens were playing on the ride and eventually one of the puppies decided he'd give it a try too. The first time the puppy leaped to the branch he soon learned he was not as agile as his kitty cousins and too heavy to ride the branch. He landed on the ground below with an abrupt flop! Such were a few of the funny animals I owned during my youth. My childhood pets obviously conjure up joyful childhood memories.

Homer and Baby are great company to me on days when I'm not going anywhere to work. Which seems to be a lot lately, but that's another blog for another time.  Homer comes to me while I sit at the computer desk and standing on his back legs, reaches up to tap my shoulder and will "mee-ow", which is cat for "I want to go outside, please open the door."  So, I reach around to the patio door knob and he happily rushes out to prowl the mysteries of our backyard jungle. As Baby hears the squeak of the door opening, she'll stroll slowly to the door and eventually join Homer on the patio. Her pastime is spent sitting up on the small brick pony-wall in the breezeway watching the cars pass by on the street. Homer, the ever diligent bird watcher-lizard hunter, takes safari in the tall weeds of our back fence.

With our human children grown, moved out and on their own, I like the presence of our cat pets in our home. They are the quiet children we never had (because 3 little wiggly boys are noisy) and the more independent of our kids. Its easy to take a weekend trip out of town and leave the cats to fin for themselves. Even though I don't expect the cats will take care of me in my golden years, they do keep me company brushing my legs every now and then, as if to say, "I love you". They keep us entertained and give us companionship, always willing to simply hang out with us. That makes me feel wanted and I like that. 
Homer playing in the yard
Baby keeping watch

March 10, 2012

Kisses on the Bottom From Paul

I just ordered Paul McCartney's latest album Kisses on the Bottom. It isn't the usual music one would expect from a Beatle.  On the contrary, it is music of his parents' day that he listened to them sing as a young boy in Liverpool. He wrote, in the making of this album, that he took in the old tunes his parents and friends would sing as they stood around the piano played by his dad at parties on New Year's Eve. I am loving the captivating tunes McCartney is singing such as the album title, Kisses on the Bottom.  Other album titles include It's Only a Paper Moon, The Glory of Love, and Bye Bye Blackbird; along with many other mellow songs that make me wistful and melancholy.

When my across the street neighbor, Kaye Lynn, and I were young teens, we played a lot of Beatles' albums. She was absolutely in love with Paul McCartney and had a huge poster of him on the wall in her bedroom. We would gaze into Paul's dreamy eyes and melt. He was cute for sure, but teary, hysterical teen was not my style as much as it was Kaye Lynn's. She could get so worked up over the mention of Paul's name. Although, I did love the Beatle music. I'm sure I can still sing along with the first Beatle album I owned word-for-word, predicting the next song before it starts. That album was played over and over on my little stereo turntable in my pink bedroom daily in the 1960's. One New Year's Eve, Dec. 31, 1959, two giggly girls played the music of the Beatles ringing in a new decade and toasting 1960 while clinking Mom's fancy stemmed glasses filled with 7-UP. When I see Paul McCartney's eyes, I still think about my friend Kaye Lynn and wonder where she is and how she is doing. Those were days of learning and adventures.

As I listen to this new album recorded by an elderly Beatle, the soft sound of the guitar is thoughtful. My daddy played guitar. Even though his style was more country than McCartney's, still there is something about these melodies I am hearing that reminds me of Dad's electric guitar phase. Daddy bought a used electric guitar with a speaker attached that sat on the floor beside him as he played. That guitar didn't look like the modern rock guitars you might think of when you think about electric guitars. Dad's guitar was big, more like his country 6-steel-stringed guitar he normally played. There was a thick black wire plugged into the guitar running down to that little red box on the floor.  The sound coming out was amazing to me. He could make a soft melody sing from that little speaker that was not unlike what I'm hearing now on McCartney's album. Daddy was so happy when he played his guitar. I know how it is to get caught up in playing music, while letting the melodies and words waft over your soul. It's a feeling I can relate to even now as I listen to McCartney's tunes. I miss playing music with Daddy and this music is making me miss him all the more.

It surprised me to realize that Paul McCartney was born in 1942 and is 69 years old, turning 70 this June. The surprise came from the fact that this pop music icon from my teenage years is no different from the rest of us and is now a senior citizen. The second surprise in learning his birth date was that he was born the same year my oldest brother, Johnny, was born. Johnny was 69 years old when he passed away last June and would have been 70 on his birthday last January. It is sad to see that generation fading away, but so glad that McCartney is doing well and representing them by staying active doing what he loves, singing and enjoying music. It's older people like him, I need to pay attention to and not lament my approaching 60th birthday so much. Paul is an inspiration to me to stay active, working and loving the things that make me the happiest.
Paul McCartney - Still a dreamy sort of guy!
Well. The music continues to play and soothe my soul. I'm in a blues-sort-of-mood today listening and remembering by-gone days while feeling they all were just yesterday. Music has powers to move, motivate and inspire. I find that my best writing is done with music playing in the background.

So...Make my bed and light the light, 'cause I'll be home late tonight. Blackbird, oh Blackbird. Blackbird, bye bye.

February 29, 2012

Coastal Depression

Just now I read my last two posts. I thought it would provide inspiration for writing today if I reread them, but reading them only made my depressed mood, moody.

Unhappiness is...well, sad. Physically tiring, there is head knowledge that if one sits long enough circumstances will not get better, and still, I sit.

My part time job with the schools recently has kept me busy. It's a good job and the pay is not bad, although the check won't come until the job is finished. A bit of a stretch on the budget to make it until that paycheck arrives. Perhaps a partial reason for the recent depression, budget issues heighten my anxieties.

Yesterday, something happened that I recognized as familiar. Before I retired in 2007, I was beginning to show signs of burnout and depression. Since the school was only a few blocks from my house, I took advantage on a regular basis to go home for lunch just to remove myself from the surroundings. Before those last three years at the neighborhood school, I often drove to a nearby Dairy Queen or McDonald's for a Coke just to leave the campus where I was teaching. Yesterday, as I was giving tests at a school, I had an overwhelming need to leave the building. During a midday break, I drove the 10 or so minutes back home eating the sandwich I'd packed that morning for my lunch. I considered not returning for the day, but I knew I had to finish giving the tests. My actions were so familiar and a little disturbing at the same time.

After driving all the way back home for a short break in the day yesterday, I decided to stay home today. Since it is not a job where I have classes of students waiting on my arrival, no sub is necessary and I am free to amend my schedule.The room where I administer tests is not available on Wednesdays which provided a good excuse for pulling a Ferris Bueller. Not all I had hoped it would be, I am home "working", blogging, checking Facebook, email and watching my cats come and go to the backyard. I should have driven to La' Madeline's in Rice Village or a bar in Houston! I'm still considering my options.

Not one bit of real work has been done since I woke up. I attempted to write this blog entry three different times. Being a public blog, I am aware that people will read and think I am not happy. Well, that is not far from truth, but I'm really okay. Today is a moody day. This month has been a moody month. That's all.

The sun is finally shining. That is a start and that little mockingbird is trying his darnest to make me happier. My next move will be to shower, get dressed and grade some of those tests I gave this week.  Or maybe I will skip the shower and go to the DQ for take out & back to the house. I'd love to run away to a beach house for a day, but I can't. So...

Tomorrow I will return to the school and continue doing my job. Some days life is not as great as all that, but it is better than the alternative.  Blessings!
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